A poem about how you feel when u cry.... When i have to cry

               When I have to cry

My heart gets so heavy when I have to cry,

I don’t know why, I don’t know why,

I feel so weak yet so strong,

I am so crowded yet so alone,

This kills my hope,

I don’t know why, I don’t know why,

When tears roll down my cheek,

They spill my heart and make me weak,

My eyes get red,

I don’t know why I don’t know why

I try to hold myself stiff,

But they fall making a briff,

And I close my eyes,

But I know why,

To stop me cry,

And make my eyes dry.

Happy New Year Friends, have a great year ahead....

                         Happy New Year 2014

Hope I did alright,

Would try my best to be better after tonight,

Apologies to all those with whom I was harsh,

Would try to cover the marsh,

Let’s clear our heart with all hatred,

And have a relation more Sacred.

Wish you all a Very Happy New year 2014  

How to tie my shoes: A small poem expressing a young boy’s plight who has lost his mother and now on his own misses her when it comes to shoe laces as he used to get ready for School himself but tying laces was always an issue and it still is....

                           How to tie my shoes:

Your hand and my laces

Made me cross many faces

But no one can still teach me

How to tie a shoe laces?

My fingers get confused

I look at hundred faces, I can't find you

No similar smiles

I tried looking thousands miles

As I kid, I missed the learning

That has become my burning

It’s now my turning

How to tie a shoe laces?

The knots unfold a mystery

Reminds me of history

When you were here to protect

After you I was the point of neglect

The knots confuse me,

The laces fuse me

And no one can teach me

How to tie a shoe laces?

I miss your fingers tangled in my lace

Life is on run and I have to race

But they are a maze

Which still keep me amaze?

Now I guess I know how to tie

But I wish you were her to stop me cry

Your arms, your eyes are memories

They are the only treasuries

Though you will be with me always

But the laces will remind me of you

Miss you....

A Light at Mid-Night....

A Light at Mid-Night

Every night I see a light,

In dark it shines bright,

I wondered is it a star shining,

Or an artificial foresight,

I saw it growing daily,

Brighter and brighter every valley,

Only I could see it,

Does it really exist?

I thought it to be my inner fire,

My dreams or my suppressed desires,

Then suddenly I woke up at mid-night,

Saw the light again burning bright,

It was flashing from blue, yellow, red and green,

Giving me a solid migraine,

I thought day and night,

Looking for an answer woke up whole next night,

 Saw it again near my neighbour’s window,

Was rubbing my eyes to see the truth,

Woke up in the morning wondering,

Did I really see a light? Burning bright,

A shooting star, an alien attack,

What it was i can never bet,

The minute I told my sister,

Was sure I won’t see that ever again,

It happened, was not surprised,

I still wonder did I ever saw that light,

But sometimes I still see those sparks burning bright,

Every mid –night shines a bright light.

Some Quotes

                           Quotes of the day:

# Don’t waste your time or time will make you a total waste. – Gul Kapoor

# I wish i could fart out my fat. – Gul Kapoor

   # For all those who have issues with me, back off, i am in LOVE <3 - Gul Kapoor

Few Stars in the sky - The greatest destroyer of peace is abortion because if a mother can kill her own child, what is left for me to kill you and you to kill me? There is nothing between.

              FEW STARS IN THE SKY

I just realized you in me,

Growing up and glued with me,

I will give you love and tender,

Will never be your ender,

There are always few stars in the sky,

Few we can see and few just go by,

Oh! You were not wanted I just realized,

Your father just demonized,

I have to kill you my heart sinks,

They gave me multiple drinks,

All I see is bloody flood,

And you were just a flower bud,

What I did was not right,

But my situation was very tight,

I am suffering so are you,

My souls is dying and you are too,

Your soul screamed inside,

I felt when you died,

There are always few stars in the sky,

Few we can see and few just go by,

Forgive me if you can, 

I did what was ban,

I never had an upper hand,

I will pretend as nothing planned, 

It was so pleasant and so meaningful,

You were beautiful now painful, 

I would never forget nor forgive myself,

The grief of losing you would he realize himself,

You will always be near my child,

Though I knew you were suffering but I smiled, 

I will always miss you my child,

We humans are civilized yet so wild,

Miss you, miss you so much,

Like that star which I see every night,

But I can never touch and just see the sight,

There are always few stars in the sky,

Few we can see and few just go by.

Its not easy being a women, a Muslim women, a young girl shares her hopes and dreams.. THE DAY WILL COME WHEN I WILL FLY

                                  THE DAY WILL COME WHEN I WILL FLY

Why can’t I see the sky?

Why do I have to cry?

Asked my mother, am I cursed?

When will the day come when I will fly?

I wish I were a bird,

Fly high to the sky,

Blossom like a spring flower,

When will the day come when I will fly?

Morning the sun bright,

Moon the blissful night,

Why can’t I enjoy day and night?

When will the day come when I will fly?

   Why this dark dress covering my body,

   Why it holds my soul tight,

   But hope within my heart never dies,

   The day will come when I will fly.

   If being a daughter is such a curse,

   Then take my soul and give me freedom,

   It will happen when the earth meets the sky,

   The day will come when I will fly.

   The day will come when I will fly.

Death is equally important as life, no matter what, you have to love it & accept it. A poem expressing death and life - A Poem by Gul Kapoor.

DEATH THE MERCIFUL

The mercy of life is death,

Which takes your final breath,

No more will you feel the pain,

And it is your final gain,

It is a journey that we need to travel,

Option less we move with the channel,

From child to adult we pass the phases;

Life and death is just part of chases,

We live and we struggle to survive,

But no one will hear our final shrive,

Dissolve your ego like salt in water,

It will help you in final slaughter,

From life to death and death to life,

It’s the company of black widow wife,

The only happiness is the smile that you lend,

It is life which you can never amend,

Life never provides you with a push button,

It is so prompt and so sudden,

Death has the power to change sides,

To travel again is the misery of life.

If I have to die then let me die tonight,

Let me also travel galaxies and touch the sky,

And fall back again as a baby on earth, but why?

Again to travel the phases of life?

Again to feel the happiness and pain,

And it would be going in vain,

If I die let it be forever and tonight,

The pain would end and the soul would be bright.

The mercy of life is death,

This takes your breath,

No more will you feel the pain,

And it is your final gain.

MY BREATH MY LOVE - A poem more like a song for me, i loved him, does he really cares ? Will he ever .. but i still love him no matter what ..

                             

                             MY BREATH MY LOVE

My love for you will never fade,

My breath can take my soul away,

When you cross by my side,

It’s like shore touched by tide

My heart pains for your love

My body needs you my dove

Want your breath in mine

I know together we would shine

My rustic life is taking years apart

But you will always be near my heart

Your memories still stay sweet

My love for you has same heat.

One day, I will stop to meet when you cross by

Just to say hi or may be explain why

My love for you will never fade,

My breath can take my soul away.

A poem expressing anger , sorrow and pain for the girl who was Brutally Gang raped in Delhi - R.I.P Nirbhay

                       BARBARIC TO THE CORE

Barbaric to the core,

Roared like never before,

Ate her like a piece of flesh,

And she was fully dressed,

Cowards like your desires

Spreaded her like a fire

Guilty be ashamed

You were never tamed,

Impaired her wings in a moving bus

And the government feels we create all fuss

She stills fears the touch of your eye

Fear lives in every girl that goes by,

You slaughtered the daughter of every house

Tied her respect and teared her blouse

Handcuffs are your real bands

We should make such evils end.

Her story made even the tears cry

The only question lies, how and why?

The fire out of her ashes will kill you

Hell awaits your arrival to grill you.

  

Let me give you an advice,

Her death will be a new sunrise,

Awakening the Indian darker side,

Were our thoughts collide.

Please stop this crime on women, she also breaths, feels, senses and loves.
She has got a heart like you, dreams and desires like yours….

A poem by Reena Kapoor - Am i Awake ?

Am I Awake?

Here I Stop & find myself awake,

The things i have done make me shake,

Introspect kills the consciousness,

Feeling like wearing an evil dress

The power within me seems to diminish

The evil spirit feels to finish

Here I Stop & find myself awake,

Should I move forward or turn repeating my mistake

My mind and soul are in daily quest

Who wins and who loses depends my best

My clever mind shows me the truth

My heart turns it down smoothening my youth

Life must be am emended by corrective lessons

It’s high time is take my own sessions

And let my heart speak out loud as

Here I Stop & find myself awake.

This awareness will now not sleep

The guiding soul will never diminish

The evil spirit moves next to mine

But my heart speaks out to shine

  Here I Stop & find myself awake.

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